wingphuah’s Blog ( it’s my life )

Well, long time didnt stay in tis corner. about my status now, hmm…im 90% graduate olidi from TARC Broadcast Communication. 10% due to fail 1 paper…sien ar~!!! starting thought dun wan find job 1st cos wan holiday…but now is lazy jor…til dun wan move oso…everyday stay at home n compose song luu…wait til become famous composer~!!! wuakkakaka~!!! DREAM DREAM DREAM~~~!!!

Anyway…been to pub weeks b4…it was fun…we get drunk n having fun…although all is guyz…so gay~!!! but jz fun n happening….ppl who r drunk u noe who u r…when is our next union? =p ‘but zui mou guai’ (no drunk no go home)

Move on…watz happen jor ar???!!! yayaya…im soli for grace’s 21st birthday…who will noe ‘fei gei yao’ ah sum oso got go…anyway…tat day sick la…sick few dayz jor…even fongzuan ask me for assigment idea i oso cant think le….giv me face la…maybe find one day we all gather n go sing K o watch movie lor??? deal???

9th of August…is a big day. ah seng wedding le…wit peiyuan…wuakakak~!!! haizh~~~ one more fren married again…dunno my heart sakit hati o my wallet sakit hati?! =p kidding….wish them all d best in life…~!!! gratz…hope tat day is my secondary skool fren’s reunion too =p

Last but not least…HYBRID revive…any1 dunno bout my band can check out in youtube o my profile’s videos…well..i guess is bout 2 years break…now we r BACK!!! wit newline up….new songs…same old concept…hybrid…jam a few times…n now we r ready 4 our 1st gig after d few years break…10th of August…check d poster in my profile too =p

come n hv fun if any1 wanna enjoy music…

PS: will update more…ruff post for now

一双铁翅膀 送我到这地方
天快亮 舍不得这机舱
缓慢的游荡 在拥挤的机场 风一样

多少荧光屏 总是闪烁不停
天与地 在中间它来临
缓慢的飞机 有否我期待的 一个你

忘记你说你会继续 还是要结束
分开时只管哭 我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎

等得太久不想继续 也不愿结束
分开时我走出 最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步

一杯热咖啡 抵不住我的累
他是谁 在拥抱的是谁
缓慢的流泪 我没有太伤悲 我以为

忘记你说你会继续 还是要结束
分开时只管哭 我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎

等得太久不想继续 也不愿结束
分开时我走出 最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步

p/s: 或许这是最美丽的结局。。。

5 years of teaching, i get alot of things, money, fame, gain experience, even shape my own personality(most important)…i luv children now, i luv educate ppl…but is everyone willing to treat u as a person who not oni getting d salary every month instead putting alot of effort to sacrifice to them…i get d same paid every month, d difference is d student will get more or less or even no knowledge if they’re willing to…well i do think tat through my experience, d most important thing to learn something is not d talent problem, mainly i would say is bout d attitude of a person…

once, there’s a student who not oni appreciate me, but oso send me one sweet sms…hahaha…he is not gay though…

"so far thank you for teach me alot of skill, technic n theory. let me gain alot.hope when i come back can continue lesson again(but dunno when). really wanna say thank you,i appreciate tat, my good drum teacher."

thankx ah chong although i noe u’ll b busy working…tis sms alwayz makes me feel tat i shud continue educate n giv ppl knowledge. but i was confuse now…shud i continue??? is tis encouragement will make me 2 go further??? i doubt tat!!! LOL…i think i will oni teach d ppl who r willing to learn from me though…

well…having d exam pressure is part of my duty now…but tis sem is kind of different. itz my last sem…i wanna start my new life, i jz wanna finish my study n ready to involve myself in tis real world~!!! i need to pass all my subjects…so i need to concentrate…well, i take some leaves whereby i hv extra time to do my revision, but instead, ppl getting mad about it. crazy~ing……

how to handle student’s parents??? hmm…i really dunno lar~~~ i take leaves, but i will replace d classes back, or even can deduct from d fees…so wat u really wan from me??? n apology??? i jz wan some time to study??? even ur son oso will do d same thing(happens b4)…itz not fair tat ur children can ‘ponteng’ n ‘Missing In Action’ then at d end dun wanna pay d fees…saying bcos he/she didnt learn so no need pay…those tis seems fair to d teachers??? yayaya~!!! customer alwayz rite??!!! so wat???!!! if ur not satisfied, fuck off plz…respect ppl, then ppl will respect u~!!!

last few sems even though i got exam i will still go to work every sunday n saturday, even im sick too,talk(teach)until sore throat, at d end wat i get???  some stupid morons who keep on saying y d teacher take leaves ar??? y tis la??? y tat la??? shut d fuck up sucker~!!! ur children is damn lazy too…ur children not willing to practise n u as a parents not willing to buy drum set o even send ur children to practise in the music center, but still wanna say tat we as a teacher can’t do anything??? accusing tat bcos of us ur son hv no improvement??? dun u dare think tat ur son is "the CHOSEN ONE"…dun u dare mess wit me anymore~!!! keep on doing wat u wanna do now…im glad…cos sooner o later i will quit tis job…~!!! im tired….ZZZzzzz….

+*+ 我被点名了游戏 +*+

你被点名了。

点名规则。

A.

被点名的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题。

仍然组成20个问题，传给其他8个人，列出其他八位需要回答问题的人的名字。还要到这8个人的地盘留言通知对方…“你被点名了。”

被点名者不得拒绝回答问题。

完成游戏者将永远得到大家的祝福

B.

这8个人要在自己的博客里注明从哪接到的。并且再传给其他8人。让游戏延续。

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被 xxMiRageKelLyxx （Kelly) 点我了。。。

1.小时候的理想是什么？

+ 维护社会的超人！！！

2.这辈子最快乐的是什么事？

+ 绝对没有！！！

3.你喜欢自己一个人吗？

+ 有时孤独的一人也蛮好。

4.你有多久没有傻笑了?

+ 我每天都带着面具。

5.你在家里排老几？你满意你的“地位”么？

+ 排行最小。可是不见得有什么好！

6.最受不了自己哪些缺点？ 

+ 每天都有不好的想法。

+ 沉默不语的时候。

+ 挑针不到自己。

+ 控制不了自己。

7.如果有不开心的事情，你会怎么办？

+ 沉默。

8.最害怕失去的东西？

+ 除了玩具，应该没什么好留念了。

9.五年内比较现实的目标是什么？ 

+ 现实目标？？？希望有勇气的面对，从头再来！

10.遇到喜欢的人，你是勇敢表白还是是默默关注？

+ 开头会默默关注，然后(实地下）勇敢表白，到最后（通常失败）会默默的爱。

11.说出点你名的人的三个优点。 

+ 调皮（好玩)。

+ 网路上聊的来的朋友。

+ 漂亮！！！（有魅力）

12.说出点你名的人的3个缺点。。

+　学我，跟我（悲观）。

+　每天穿裤子！！！

+　每天戴眼镜！！！

13.喜欢什么类型的人？

+ 了解我的人。

+ 宠坏我的人。

+ 喜欢我的人。

14.什么原因开始写部落格？

+ 火山要爆发了！！！

+ 潮吧！！！trend！！！

15. 最近看过的一本书？ 

+ Oxford Dictionary。

16.你吃过最好吃的是什么？

+ 没有。因为我是不开心而用吃来满足的人。摆的进口就好了！！！

17.对你而言什么是人与人之间最佳的相处方法？

+ 大话，谎言（戴面具吧）。。。

18.什么时候觉得自己很幸福？

+ 什么时候觉得幸福？？？当可以用钱的时候。

+ 用来吃喝玩乐！！！用个不停！！！买个不停！！！

19.最爱的快餐店?

+ 马来西亚的快餐店！！！

20.你生存的意义？

+ 赚钱，用钱，享受物质！！！

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点名单：

1. mc bee manhand

2. - StrAwBerRy - GrAcE

3. TeLeKiNeTiC

4. broken heart

5.  Anna

6.  cheryl

7.  chloe

8.  Peppermint

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首先很多谢D乡亲父老，叔伯兄弟的支持啦！小弟在此除左讲多谢之外，都唔知有乜野好讲啦。

多谢今届“英雄大会”颁发呢个奖项，“本年度最佳勇敢男勇士”俾我。今次係我第一次那奖，心情避免有点紧张。真唔好意思，有点失仪态。

希望下一届唔会再拿尼个奖，因为心口前摆住个“勇”字是好容易死人嘅。当然都希望人是要进步，所以明年，下一届就想拿个“最佳恩爱组合”。得唔得到暂时未知，但係一定会试下。真所谓马来西亚嘅朋友讲，“belum cuba belum tau, lepas cuba baru tau”。

我会永记在心。多谢你地！有你地嘅支持，我会更加努力！

my blog will alwayz hide some of d important facts o names tat it may cause abuse. but now i dun care…hahaha~~!!! maybe bcos exam pressure overcome my scared equals to bravery~!!!

hmm…wat shud i say here..well…im damn stress wit my exam…final exam…i wan graduate…i hate study…i need start my real life…my freedom…i need it, so desperate~!!!

get a job is important! get a new car! stay away from my family.kekeke! hv my own room.my privacy! hmm…no time management…eat n sleep…entertainment…compose songs…jamming…SET ME FREE!!!

wat else??? YES!!! i fall in love jor…..so wat??!!! i admit ar!!! for over years of waiting, at last i fall in love…hmm…3 years of waiting i guess…almost forgot how does it feel….n i wanna tell every1 who read tis blog! i luv u TAN FONG ZUAN…n she reject me too =p (as usual a gal shud react 2 me)…wuahahaha!!!

session of release pressure kind of finish jor….so at last i found out is good to do tat…life would b more happy…keep too many secret will make us hardly to breathe…dun u think so ? ? ?

好久没写部落格了，不过不是没东西写，而是不想写。可能我需要冷静。
我不想让别人懂。因为一直以来朋友都觉得我是开朗的人，是个立志的人。
告诉你们吧！我不是！开朗的我，是用了面具掩饰的。相信吗？
一直以来，听了那么多朋友的种种问题，其实我真的帮的了他们吗？
我不懂。因为我觉得我没自格。但只少我肯听罢~！
干嘛我会说这些呢？因为我终于迷失了！这次是最严重的了。
好累！好辛苦！好难！呼吸不到了！
最近还发生蛮多事情的。不过还是一样，保持不说。以往的风格不变。
可能累计太多了吧！重小到大，那么多的好或做错的事情，开心和不开心的。
应该说伤心的事太多，开心的是不多（每个人都一样吧!)我做错太多事了。
可是当找不到平衡点呢？如果开心的事盖不过伤心的事呢？
人生到底需要什么才可以活下去？那份念利还真强！该鼓掌给所有还生存的人！
那是什么？为何人要生存呢？从小到大我都答不到这问题，失败！
难道是爱吗？那如果爱已不存在呢？没了爱情，亲情，友情……
够烦了。已经够多了！不想再想了！头很痛！
如果還有明天　我想怎樣裝扮我的臉呢？？？

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我們都有看不開的時候　總有冷落自己的舉動　

但是我一定會提醒自己　如果還有明天　

我們都有傷心的時候　總不在乎這種感受

但是我要把握每次感動　如果還有明天

如果還有明天　你想怎樣裝扮你的臉

如果沒有明天　要怎麼說再見

如果你看出我的遲疑　是不是你也想要問我　

究竟有多少事還沒做　如果還有明天

如果真的還能夠有明天　是否能把事情都做完

是否一切也將雲消煙散　如果沒有明天

如果還有明天　你想怎樣裝扮你的臉　

如果沒有明天　要怎麼說再見

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当初的我被你从黑暗叫醒
突然之间我生命恢复色彩
让我又一次感觉到甜蜜
让我在一次享受那旅程
某年某月某天 传来你的简讯
当你说"原来我向左走你向右走"的时候
你是否说着我们的距离或是甜美的爱情
经过一番努力 我已了解事情
我有自知之名 我会独自离去
这误会已经足够了
是时候写下句点了
我已经扮演了你生命不能缺乏的点缀
你已经变成一个更活泼更幽默的女人
任务已完成 任务已结束
现在的我能去哪里 现在的我能做什么
没有了方向 失去平衡点
可能继续扮演我一向来的角色
是什么? 是天使？ 是废才？

当你嘴巴肮脏的时候
你是否会用纸巾拿来抹走吗？
可是当你用来抹了之后
是否真的干净吗？
你只是把它当做一个
用来抹掉你不想要的东西
那张纸巾被你用了
那么你觉得公平吗？
用完了就丢
那么那张纸巾该怎么办？
它只好带着那些肮脏的东西
默默的离去

所以我终于找到一个暂时蛮恰当的形容词
原来，我只是一张“纸巾”。。。

well, i jz cut my hair…n alwayz wear cap. y? i certainly dunno…itz been 3 years i think…alwayz keep long hair…o maybe 5 years??? all my frens who knew me alwayz say im so boring…keep on long hair…y not jz make a change??? yes…now i’ve change it…i think my double chin more obvious …n certainly i look more fresh…i guess…hahaha…lolz~!!! wat do u guyz think???

let c if tis horoscope describe me well???

A man who loves social life and curious about every new progress, new development to make sure he is in the era and always have all up date information. He likes to know what is the latest trend of fashion and make sure he is not out of style. You can easily spot him at the grand opening of new pub, new restaurant for he loves to participate in social activity.

There is a few Sagittarius who is a private person as well, but you could see that he will be ahead of his friends. He will knows what is the best seller book, what are the top 10 hot hit of the week. The hottest movies showing now, he must have already seen it. He hates routine, It makes him bored. He likes to get to his goals and succeeding in doing so is his true reward. Money making is O.K. but it is not his true joy, for he can easily spent them in a short while. They say if you want the truth, go and ask Sagittarius. They are right, you can ask him and he will tell you all the truth and very straight forward. Even he may speak bluntly, his friends loves him. If you have problems, all your friends may feel sorry for you, but Sagittarius will be the one who will give you a helping hand first and even expect no return favor. That’s why he is a real charmer even sometimes big mouth.

When he is mad , he can be quite fierce but quickly dissolve and easily forgotten. He is not a person who will take a revenge, so if he say he going to burn down your house, you can relax. He likes compliments and sweet words, so you can manipulate him easily. If he knows you are not sincere, you will totally become meaningless to him.

Some Sagittarius are gifted musician, or singer. He is a happy soul, has a good humor and has lots of jokes. He loves freedom, lively and very energetic. If he is working, he will take his job seriously. He likes to travel, likes to see new exciting places. Going out or traveling make him happy.

Sagittarius man is like a free bird. He lives as if everyday is Sunday. He will hardly be in a bad mood, but if he is in a bad mood, you will better leave his sight. If you want to talk to him in such mood, try to avoid issue of commenting his life. He flirts like other man, but he has a built in brake, so he will come back to you by himself. If he disappear for a few days, not to worry for he is only recharging his battery to be that same lively person again, them he will be back.

He has allergies to Pretty woman, so in love with many woman for him would be normal. Setting dating schedule is his games and it’s fun for him, and this will keep him from being bored. He hates obligations, so the word "marriage" would suffocated him. If you allow him to have freedom, he will not go anywhere.

He falls in love as easy as he catches cold, especially if she is cute,
funny and she has a strong personality. No one can tell how long he will be in love each time. If you want to really hold Sagittarius man, act like you are in an adventure movie. At all time, you should make yourself lively, tells him some jokes, always be cute so that it will ease up his allergy to other pretty woman a bit.

itz jz damn accurate…